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call me filando

"when i need someone to talk, i talk to my blog..."

........ October 3, 2011 |

well, it's been months since my last post was posted.
i ain't gonna write down what i feel right now like i did mostly before, well, somebody told me that letting out what you feel through writing is much easier than firing away directly. imma let you know that i'm no longer using this blogspot. it ain't because i don't like it, but tumblr just interests me more.
you can find me here: http://filando.tumblr.com/

ps: sorry for i was too lazy to think the post title. it's my last post here after all. cheerio.... :)

the most outstanding speech January 30, 2011 |

i was so depressed with my own life. i thought i was the only one who had the worst life on earth. then i noticed that i was wrong. totally wrong. this is the most inspirational speech i've ever known. salute....
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grenade December 26, 2010 |

easy come, easy go
that’s just how you live, oh
take, take, take it all,
but you never give
should of known you was trouble from the first kiss
had your eyes wide open - why were they open?

gave you all i had
and you tossed it in trash, you tossed it in trash,
yes, you did
to give me all your love is all i ever asked,
cause what you don’t understand is

i’d catch a grenade for ya
throw my hand on a blade for ya
i’d jump in front of a train for ya
you know i’d do anything for ya. oh, oh
i would go through all this pain,
take a bullet straight through my brain
yes, i would die for ya, baby
but you won’t do the same

no, no, no, no
black, black, black and blue beat me till i’m numb
tell the devil i said ‘hey’ when you get back to where you’re from
mad woman, bad woman
that’s just what you are, yeah
you’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car

gave you all i had
and you tossed it in trash, you tossed it in trash,
yes, you did
to give me all your love is all i ever asked,
cause what you don’t understand is

i’d catch a grenade for ya
throw my hand on a blade for ya
i’d jump in front of a train for ya
you know i’d do anything for ya. oh, oh
i would go through all this pain,
take a bullet straight through my brain
yes, i would die for ya, baby
but you won’t do the same

if my body was on fire,
you’d watch me burn down in flames
you said you love me
you’re a liar
cause you never, ever, ever did, baby…

but darling i’ll still catch a grenade for ya
throw my hand on a blade for ya
i’d jump in front of a train for ya
you know i’d do anything for ya. oh, oh
i would go through all this pain,
take a bullet straight through my brain
yes, i would die for ya, baby
but you won’t do the same

no, you won’t do the same
you wouldn’t do the same
ooh, you’ll never do the same
no, no, no, no


dear, panda…
if you read this, i wish you knew what i would do for you. it is just a simple lyric but it does fully-represent me about you. i'd do anything for you. no matter what you do, no matter what you be...

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rendah dan hina December 23, 2010 |

pertama kalinya sejak saat itu, saat di mana panda mengucapkan panggilan sayangnya ke aku. panggilan yang sampai detik ini ga bisa aku lupakan sama sekali. kalo orang beranggapan aku orang yang lemah, cengeng dan terlalu terkekang oleh masa lalu sebenarnya mereka ga ngerti apa yang aku rasakan. ga sedikitpun mereka ngerti. selalu saja mereka berkata ‘aku ngerti apa yang kamu rasain kok. aku tau perasaanmu gimana’ that’s it… they’re just bunch of smart-ass. mereka hanya sok tau dengan apa yang aku rasain.
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aku mau panda December 2, 2010 |

halo...
kali ini aku lagi pengen ber-ababil dikit. yap, ababil identik sama hal yang namanya cinta-cintaan. ga tau itu cinta monyet, cinta temporer, cinta taruhan atau apalah itu namanya, yang penting ada unsur cinta-cintaannya.
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love or drug November 29, 2010 |

infatuation
degradation
saturation
you're inside of me


mass confusion
cold illusion
you're infusion
i just can't breathe free


i'm so into you
don't know what to do
is this really love
or are you just a drug?


contradiction
my affliction
is it fiction
or reality


procrastination
contemplation
hallucination
is this really me?


i'm so into you
don't know what to do
is this really love
or are you just a drug?


isolation
depravation
restoration
let my light break free

motivation
continuation
jubilation
feel a stronger me

i'm so into you
don't know what to do
is this really love
or are you just a drug?

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apology November 22, 2010 |

you owe me an apology
for the hit and run
for the mangled heart


as i recall i was doing fine
i was on my way
now i'm on your back


did anybody see...
where'd she go?
cause i think she can't be far away
she could be dancing on my stage of misery
all along...


you owe me an apology
for the reckless use
of your charm and fame

as i recall i was doing fine
i was on my way
now i'm on your spell

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aku ini binatang jalang November 19, 2010 |

sebuah frase yang sama sekali tidak asing untuk anda. empat kata yang sangat populer yang dilahirkan dari pemikiran seorang pujangga kelas wahid. siapa yang tak mengenalnya?
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call me filando

"when i need someone to talk, i talk to my blog. i don't chit-chat much with everyone. i don't talk with someone i don't know. i just talk with my blog. once you read my blog, then the all the opinion is yours. you are freely to comment. i don't goddamn care whether you like it or not. if you don't like it, just shut up and leave the page. it's my blog, my rules. it's my world..."